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lyrics
don’t make it worse, my dear
i’m stacking up coals
they’re not for the cold.
i can’t number all my fears
i got blood on your clothes
that stem there’s a rose.
and we’re far from touching torment
i’m blind and you just fold.
we’re far from being honest
but if i could lie, i’d say so.
so how would you do it,
some pills or a bullet?
so how would you do it,
some pills or a bullet?
send flowers to my place,
on your ride home
you can’t be insincere.
i need to know,
before the smoke.
was it sadness or just fear
on nights you broke
i keep count of my own.
and we’re far from touching torment
i’m blind and you just fold.
we’re far from being honest
but if i could lie, i’d say so.
so how would you do it,
some pills or a bullet?
so how would you do it,
some pills or a bullet?
a funeral pyre,
cross-stitch, dead rose.
how can i sort through
what you’ve said and done
i fucking built me a frame,
before my painting was done
like i told you:
i can’t compose, ya
eyes turned to stone,
let my friends take everything that i own.
and we’re far from touching torment
i’m blind and you just fold.
we’re far from being honest
but if i could lie, i’d say so.
something bittersweet to see you, my love.
i would take it back, but it’s already done.
something bittersweet to see you, my love.
i just lit the match to burn with the sun.
so how would you do it,
some pills or a bullet?
so how would you do it,
some pills or a bullet?
i cant decide yet,
maybe there’s hope.
how can i sort through
what you’ve said and done
i fucking built me a frame,
before my painting was done
like i told you:
i can’t compose, ya
eyes turned to stone,
let my friends take everything that i own.
so how would you do it?
credits
released April 21, 2021
written, produced, recorded, mixed by ghxst
mastered by Joe Laporta & ghxst
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